Here's the thing, here, in my new city, some friends I met here being promoted to a new job, even to a new place. They're all good friends of mine, we share laughs and stories, some of them share secrets. And when the news spread, I know that I have to face and say goodbye once again.
Why in our life, we have to deal with such a thing named goodbye? As for me, it left nothing but sadness. There's no such thing like "leave for good" or "leave to return" - oh,what we say "pergi untuk kembali", by the way? :D - eumm, I have to say that this condition is not suitable for boyfriend or family. Heuheuheu.
At first, we may think that's normal to say goodbye to others but reality isn't that beautiful. As time passes, I don't know, I find some people left us behind. Literally. Started with goodbye, then we don't have time to meet, we lose our topics because -like it or not- things around us have changed. In my defense, I don't do that, but some people dealing with me did. There's no stories to share, no chemistry as usual.
People changed. Honestly, I just can't accept that, because, hey, I don't.
You still can come to me, talk and share everything to me and I still come to you like I used to. I do care to my friends -or in this case, bestfriends- but truth can't lie, I just feel that the chemistry we have already fell off.
Maybe they find another new friend, or maybe they just do not consider me as bestfriend. I don't know. Maybe I'm just a person who think that sharing laugh and pain with someone can easily make you bestfriend. Because I admit it, I consider people that I trust -by letting them know my secret, sharing at good and bad time- as bestfriend.
PS: Pardon my english, please. :)
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