Five Years

Today July 8,2012. Yesterday was July 7,2012 we celebrated our togetherness for five years and tomorrow July 9,2012 we will celebrate our first anniversary of marriage. Hihihihi.
It was all started with our friendship in STAN. We were classmate when we were junior. With others we had a close friendship. We separated on sophomore but we still be bestfriend. At July 7,2007 you asked me to be your girlfriend. I said let's gave it a try.
I could still remember that night. Half an hour to midnight. On a saturday night. After watched accoustic in Plasma. Oh yes you were wearing that brown shirt that last week i told you to put it off. Hahaha. Funny i could remember that.
We celebrated our first anniversary in Dufan all day long. We graduated and met our parents in JCC. We handled that long distance relationship until we got ourselves moved to Balikpapan and Bontang. And after our third anniversary we planned to get married.
That was a long road. At our fourth anniversary July 7,2011 we were sat together practiced our wedding rehearsal. Hahahaha. On the next day,that was a year ago, we had siraman and midodareni. That was a long road.
I never know that you would be my husband. I never know that you would be my boyfriend at first place either. This was God's plan. Never been a coincidence. I never know what future wait for us ahead. But for sure that will always be our best.
Happy anniversary, dear Helmi Zus Rizal.
I love you.

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My Biggest Achievement: Pendakian Umum Stapala - Gunung Gede 2007

Almost five years from that days and i still can remember those moments, those greatest feelings. Excitement. I'm far from professional, found that would be interesting back then. Pendakian Umum Stapala 2007. Enrolled weeks before with one of my girl, Eka.

July 13-15, 2007. We departed from campus at July 13 night. My then-boyfriend-now-husband accompanied me until the truck brought us to Cibodas. Btw, at that time we're dating for 6 days. Hahaha. I and Eka on tenth team if i'm not mistaken, with 8 other guys. I can hardly remember their names. So sorry.

Okay i'll try. Ten of us. Eka, Mas Harvi, Mas Iqram, Bongkrek, a junior wore big coat :D, a senior from Bea Cukai taking a lot pictures of us -some photos here taken from his camera-, Mas Nasri ( or Natsir? ), and two other guys. Aaahhhh i'm so sorry can't remember them well now.

That experience surely my biggest achievement. Hey i was climbing a mountain. Hahaha. We walked at night in super cold temperature. We mustn't sleep to prevent hypotermia. We took rest for several times. We crossed a hot water river or things like that. Hihihi. We had breakfast together. I still can visualized the place in my mind now.

At noon we reached the top of Gunung Gede. It felt, "wow!". Speechless. Yes i know everyone can climb Gunung Gede for it's a national park, but having the idea i'm on the top of it still amusing. Hahahaha. Then we went down to Alun-Alun Surya Kencana. Edelweiss's land.

We set a tent there. Spent the night. Oh yeah the temperature still biting but i didn't remember anything. Guess i slept very well that night :). In the morning we took a lot of picture near edelweiss. Such a beautiful place. You can't get that close to that flower before climbed a mountain. For sure, because we were prohibited to bring edelweiss.

Then we went down, through the paths we used to went up. Taking pictures. Rested on a small river and went to a waterfall. We made to Cibodas at night and arrived in campus at midnight. My cellphone were dead so my boyfriend couldn't picked me up. Hahaha. He wanted to picked me up when i arrived. Ah such memories.

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When I'm bored, I spend money..

No, I'm not being cocky or act like super rich girl. Here's the explanation: when I'm bored I tend to go outside, seeing things and all, with the-super-not-selfish-reason: I just want to kill this boredom, and I think you know where's the best place to see things, especially when you go on your own. Malls.

Here we go, I don't like shopping that much. Seriously, I would never go to malls without any intention to buy something important, oh and this super-not-selfish-reason: kill my boredom. I would never buy a thing that I don't like. I don't even plan to buy thing because the previous side of me -i mean, I in the past few years- rarely buy things. But it changed if I found things that worth for me. Worth for me, by that means things that I like.

And that brings us to another condition. When I want something, as long as it affordable, I must buy it. It's like I have a motto "I get what I want". Yeah, except for unreasonable price, of course.

Things getting worse because nowadays I can easily find so many things that worth in my opinion. I may live in a town far away from Java, but that doesn't mean there's no cute things. Still there's malls full of cool stuffs, franchise brands, and the worse shop ever-online shop. Gyaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I can't resist it. It's like I don't need to ride my motorcycle and go to malls. I don't even need to make up!!! Seriously, guys. Those cute things from online shop are calling my name and killing my bank account softly.

And my weakness, I often forget where my money goes. I just let it go. I may buy things that I regret -that's because those damn online shops where we can't see or even try the actual size- but after that, I just let it go. I won't wear it either try to ask my money back. That's not good, I know, just letting it go.

So the story become very long, huh?
That's the answer why some people think I spend a lot of money on clothes, shoes, or accessories. I just can't resist it. Alhamdulillah, I don't become like my favorite character in the Shopaholic series-Rebecca Bloomwood. I hope I won't. Amin. I still have my financial management. Keep trying, though. And to avoid shopping too much, I allocate some of my bank account to something better. Investment.

Ha. I need to read more and more before taking that big step. Oh I don't mind because I'm bored right now and I better start reading. Ciao.

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meRAPUNZEL

Setelah sekian lama gak nge-post apapun, mendadak iseng pengen posting.
Alasan utamanya sih gara2 merasa lagi punya baju lucu -eh,maksudnya (merasa) abis mix-match baju lucu- hehehe

Hari Minggu tanggal 28 November kemarin jalan sama si pacar nonton Rapunzel sama si pacar. seru deh filmnya, sangat cewek. ahahah..

Best part dari jalan2 kemarin adalah bernarsis ria di lorong XXI yang sepi dan berpencahayaan rendah,hehehe
nodong pacar biar mau motoin dong, tentunya..














Sok-sok an jadi fashion blogger, hehehe

Veil & white shirt : unbranded
Studded cardigan & legging : J Rep
Pink dress : LM for HW
Sandals : Crocs
Bag : bonus from Girlfriend magazine

Sepertinya saya sangat terbantu dengan pencahayaan XXI *sigh

classic face equals with classic interest..

Dulu jaman kuliah tingkat 2, saya pernah ikut jadi model buat sebuah UKM kampus bernama MAFOS. Di hari saya mendaftar, saya ketemu sama ketua MAFOS saat itu, Rizka Lahuddin, jadi ceritanya saya diminta pakai baju yang bertema klasik atau vintage untuk foto-foto MAFOS -I won't use the word "pemotretan" cause it sounds too professional,hehehe- dan di lain hari ternyata Rizka ini pernah bilang sama pacar saya kalau wajah saya itu klasik.

Err, klasik terdengar tua buat saya.

By the way, baru-baru ini saya menyadari kecintaan saya pada cerita-cerita dongeng atau fairytale jaman dulu, pada kehidupan para putri dan keluarga kerajaan, pada novel-novel kontemporer semacam Princess Diary, pada perhiasan-perhiasan atau aksesoris bertema atau berbentuk klasik, pada sejarah dari mana saja-tentang apa saja, pada tiara -nah ini benar-benar kesukaan saya dari kecil- menunjukkan kalau selera saya adalah pada hal-hal klasik.



Kok bisa saya baru nyadar beberapa hari terakhir ini????

Ah tapi klasik kan tak lekang oleh waktu,hahahah.
Ngomong apa sih saya ini? Ngomong-ngomong tentang foto-foto tadi, itu semua berlangsung seru, tempatnya di Kebun Raya Bogor, agak grogi diliatin banyak orang secara kita berpose trus yang motoin rame-rame. Sayangnya, hasil fotonya yang bagus gak terlalu banyak, huhuhuhu. Kayaknya Rizka tau banget kalau tampang saya klasik, makanya waktu tingkat 3 dia bantuin foto katalog kita, sempet saya difoto sendirian dan hasilnya hitam putih dan tampak klasik klasik gimanaa gitu. FYI, lokasi foto-foto katalog kita di salah satu kuburan Belanda di Jakarta yang sekaligus jadi museum.

Hihihihi.
See you..

I hate to say goodbye...

Here's the thing, here, in my new city, some friends I met here being promoted to a new job, even to a new place. They're all good friends of mine, we share laughs and stories, some of them share secrets. And when the news spread, I know that I have to face and say goodbye once again.

Why in our life, we have to deal with such a thing named goodbye? As for me, it left nothing but sadness. There's no such thing like "leave for good" or "leave to return" - oh,what we say "pergi untuk kembali", by the way? :D - eumm, I have to say that this condition is not suitable for boyfriend or family. Heuheuheu.

At first, we may think that's normal to say goodbye to others but reality isn't that beautiful. As time passes, I don't know, I find some people left us behind. Literally. Started with goodbye, then we don't have time to meet, we lose our topics because -like it or not- things around us have changed. In my defense, I don't do that, but some people dealing with me did. There's no stories to share, no chemistry as usual.

People changed. Honestly, I just can't accept that, because, hey, I don't.

You still can come to me, talk and share everything to me and I still come to you like I used to. I do care to my friends -or in this case, bestfriends- but truth can't lie, I just feel that the chemistry we have already fell off.

Maybe they find another new friend, or maybe they just do not consider me as bestfriend. I don't know. Maybe I'm just a person who think that sharing laugh and pain with someone can easily make you bestfriend. Because I admit it, I consider people that I trust -by letting them know my secret, sharing at good and bad time- as bestfriend.

PS: Pardon my english, please. :)
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".... "

Ya Allah
Engkau Yang Maha Membolakbalikkan Isi Hati, kuatkanlah aku agar tetap berada di jalur yang benar. Yakinkanlah aku bahwa ini adalah yang paling baik bagiku.
Amin.


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#tentangayah

Today is Father's Day dan twitter rame dengan hastag tentang ayah (#tentangayah). Pengen berbagi sedikit tentang ini. Mungkin karena terlalu cemen buat bilang langsung sama beliau.

My father is a great father. I call him Papah. He would do anything to give his children proper life, a better life than his childhood. He is the most patient man I ever met. Beliau perhatian banget sama anak-anaknya, sedikit bisa dibilang cerewet dan berpikir terlalu jauh ke depan tapi itu buat kebaikan kita juga. Beliau royal banget sama anak-anaknya. Jadi kalau pas mau jalan-jalan pasti gak lupa ijin dulu soalnya setelah itu ditawarin mau minta uang saku berapa. Hehehe.

I feel bad because sometimes I can't be the good girl I should be. Sometimes forget to call or text him till he call and ask if I didn't miss him. He is the best and I can't remember everything he did to us. It's too many.

This time I know he's worrying about us -me and my brother- growing up so fast. He's not ready to know that I have somebody that I love beside our family. He's not ready when my boyfriend's family came to our house. But finally he could make it through. I just feel it,because I'm his little girl. :)

Oh,how I ♡ u,Pah.


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Sepakbola dan Wanita

Malam ini sungguh menyenangkan!
Nonton bareng Piala Dunia d E-Walk,mal terbesar di Balikpapan. Untuk dua buah alasan: Global TV gak masuk balikpapan kecuali pake antena matrix (katanya) dan pengen ikut euforia nonton bareng. Dan ternyata... rame banget sumpah!

Orang2 kayak ditumpahin ke jalan, macet, parkiran rame, tapi SERU!!!
Pertandingan malam ini Argentina-Korsel dgn hasil akhir 4-0. Dan bintangnya adalah Gonzalo Higuain, ganteng banget sumpah! Waktu dicek di Wikipedia ternyata kelahiran 10 Desember 1987, huaaaaaa.
Mr. Higuain mencetak hattrick pertama dalam Piala Dunia kali ini. Keren lah pokoknya. Gak nyesel nonton apalagi nobar yang seru banget.

Oke, para pembaca bakal bilang kalo cewek itu menikmati sepakbola gara2 pemainnya ganteng. Pendapat itu nggak salah tapi gak bisa digeneralisasi juga. Buat saya, tampang emang menarik perhatian,tapi setelahnya kita bisa lihat kemampuan,kalau emang jago ya wajar dong diidolakan. Sama aja kayak cowok yang tertarik lihat cewek karena fisik luar. Hehehe.
Coba deh dipikir, pemain bola luar negeri rata2 emang ganteng dan berbakat. Sungguh sangat adil. Lelaki mengagumi kemampuan, wanita mengagumi ketampanan. Hahaha. Tapi banyak juga cewek yang memang menyukai sepakbola bukan hanya karena tertarik lihat wajah pemainnya. Seru juga nonton bola rame-rame dengan para wanita. Teriakannya khas. Hahaha.
Jadi jangan meremehkan cewek yg suka bola dengan bilang "pasti gara2 ganteng" nah kenyataannya selain ganteng juga berbakat. Anda sebagai lelaki juga mengakuinya kan?!

Saya mengakui bukan pencinta sepakbola tapi saya bukan pembenci. Saya tidak mendukung klub tertentu tapi cukup tahu nama-nama besar disekitarnya. Plus istilah-istilahnya bolehlah ditanya asal jangan yang susah-susah. Hehehe. Buat saya Piala Dunia adalah wajib ditonton daripada klub-klub atau liga-liga itu. Piala Dunia menunjukkan bahwa sejauh apapun kita pergi untuk bergabung dengan klub terbaik dunia, kita akan selalu kembali untuk mendukung negara kita sendiri. Mengangkat nama dan memberikan kebanggaan untuknya. That's what I called nasionalism.

Euforia empat tahun sekali yang sebisa mungkin tak akan saya lewatkan. By the way, jagoan saya adalah Jerman.

Tsamina mina e e. Waka waka e e. Tsamina mina zangalewa. It's time for Africa.

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So-true-quote

"After all, computers crash, people die, relationships fall apart. The best we can do is BREATH n REBOOT." -Sarah Jessica Parker
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Defying Gravity

A song from Glee.
it's about becoming better, whatever people say, they can't bring you down.
presented by Rachel and Kurt.
personally, i prefer Kurt's version, he has an amazing voice. Sounds like girl's voice but i do like him better than Rachel cause i think Rachel is too ambitious and wanna steal the spotlight.

according to someone's quote:
"i don't think someone can listen this song until end without feel empowered."

so this song is perfect for my mood booster, especially in the morning. :)




let's sing it together!!!!

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I’m through with playing by the rules
Of someone else’s game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It’s time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!

It’s time to try
Defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I’m through accepting limits
’cause someone says they’re so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I’ll never know!
Too long I’ve been afraid of
Losing love I guess I’ve lost
Well, if that’s love
It comes at much too high a cost!

I’d sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I’m defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!

I’d sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I’m defying gravity
I think I’ll try
Defying gravity
And never bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!



enjoy!!

what i wore yesterday

hello,
today's post is about what i wore yesterday, Thursday,April29, 2010.
okay,i know it may sounds funny,hahahha
i'm inspired by so many fashion blogs so i just want to put one here. :)

Innocence..

Speaking about songs i heard lately,,
i found this song very beautiful. it"s Avril Lavigne's Innocence,derived from her album The Best Damn Thing. Okay, it's been too late for me. The album was released in 2007 and i just found this song lately. *sigh*

it's so beautiful that i want to make this song as the soundtrack of my life. i mean,i wanna put this song on when i do my "Ijab Kabul", hehehe.
Here's the video,,


so this is the lyric:

"Waking up I see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay about
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful, it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now, it makes me want to cry
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by"


beautiful,huh?

PS: this is the first time i upload a video,,hope it succeed,heheheh

Me,Myself,and I-1.0

Hello,it's been a long long time since I posted my last writing.
One big reason is because I sent my modem home,so I don't have any internet connection except from office and my blackberry,hahaha,,
To start this April post,I would like to write everything about me. This part wouldn't finish just by one post,maybe I'll post again as I found something that "so-me". And also,pardon my english.
I'm trying to use english more often,hihihi,
Well then,this is it:
- I'm tall,it's 173 cms last time I checked,,skinny but I have chubby cheeks *sigh
- I only have 1 brother,he's 4 years younger than me,,in fact,he's taller than me (and has bigger body). I think it's genetic. Hahaha. So many girls envy me.
- I hate when people refuse to stand/walk beside me. Just for a silly reason: they don't want to look shorter. So what? Is that my fault?
- I am into fashion. If I'm not wearing hijab,maybe I'll walk just in tanktop and leopard legging,or even worse: put my highheels on,too. People would just kill me because they'll look so much shorter,hahaha.
- black,grey,silver: my favourite colors.
- I love movies. The only obstacle is the nearest movie theatre from my place do not update its movies regularly.
- my favorite animes ever: Inuyasha and Crayon Shinchan.
Eumm,my boyfriend just text me,and because I write this from blackberry,I think it's enough for this time. See ya. :)
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putih dan kurus

barusan membahas topik tentang putih dan kurus bagi cewek dengan para lelaki.
such a big deal for most of women.
ada yang bilang semua ini salah media

tapi menurut gw ini semua bukan melulu salah media,pernah kepikir nggak kalo cewek2 pengen lebih putih dan lebih kurus karena mereka tahu cowok suka yang seperti itu?